Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in fragile_beauty's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
12:58 am	damn, its been like a minute since i'v written an entry. where do i start? well, i'm not dating travis anymore. he's a complete ass and so bad in bed i might add. Robin and i aren't friends anymore. She totally betrayed me, so i kick the living shit out of her. Just for revenge sake. I transferred schools. Now, i'm at Oakton and its sucks like always... its fucking school. Oh yeah, i got myself arrested while trying to bea hard ass selling shit. Got busted and went to court. Well, that pretty much over with now though. The summer was ill as shit. I was blazed 24/7 and chilled with Kara (my dawg) and some friends that i don't speak to much anymore. We did the usual. Blaze, swim, blaze, eat, swim, blaze... well you get the idea. I can't provide very many details, cause to tell you the truth a lot of it was a blurr. Being fucked up all the time does something to you, i'll tell you that. But now, i'm clean i haven't drank in awhile and i don't smoke anymore cause i'm on probation. SO thats story of my life for now. Tonight i came across this journal that i once kept and i haven't anything better to do. Thats it and i'm out. night (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 18th, 2004
5:54 pm	stupid shit it seems like im so damn tired all the time. robin says all i ever do is sleep...which totally isn't true! but ya know i sure do sleep a fuckin lot. anyway, so travis and i are back together. yeah, yeah i know, no point that we broke up in the first place, but whatever i guess it gave me some time to get my feelings straight. hmmmmm. travis asked me if i ever thought of killing someone...well hell yeah i have. who the hell hasn't?! shit everybody gets really pissed to the point they think about killin people, but no one ever does it. the only people who kill other people are people who find some kind of sick pleasure in it, like they get off on it or something...crazy mother fuckers! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
8:39 pm	being sick blows man being sick blows. you can't do anything but sit on your ass all day(not that i don't do that anyway). its just the whole coughing and sneezing and "i'm a lazy bitch cause i'm sick" thing. yeah but at least when your sick you have an excuse for being lazy. ok, enough of the sickness shit... lets see what has happened lately that is of significance..............oh yeah! i broke up with travis. yup... lets just say it wasn't really going anywhere. well besides that nothing really has changed. so i think i'm gonna fuck around for awhile and then hit the dreamworld. i'll take it easy. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 19th, 2004
11:24 am	LALA yeah... im in school right now. and im tired. im supposed to be having lunch, but i dont really feel like eating right now. and im tired. man, school really sucks and it sucks even more when you tired, and im tired. all i can think about right now is that its thursday and i only have about 2 and half more hours til i go home,and the best part is that tomorrow is friday,and im tired. travis is going out of town his weekend, so i dont think i will be doing much. thats fine with me as long as i get to sleep all day.and im tired. damnit!! i just remembered i have to get up early on friday morning to go to the DMV to get my permit.... FUCK FUCK FUCK! and im tired. if i didnt care about driving i wouldn't go, but i do. i want...i need a car as soon as possible! i have a really bad headache right now and im tired... (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
9:37 pm	i hate school! I hate it when your having such a great time on a sunday afternoon and then realize that you have to go back to school the next day. That just completely ruins my day. i usually spend the rest of the night thinking of ways to get out of going to school the next day, but then realize that im gonna have to face it eventually. school sucks...it really, truly, deeply sucks. and im sooo glad it will all be over soon. FUCK SCHOOL! (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 5th, 2004
4:02 pm	blah WOW today was such a......not great day!! i had ISS aaalllll day. yes, i said all day and having it all day sucked! i was bored out of my mind, oh yeah if that wasn't enough i was starving, so that definatly made the time pass sooo much faster. anyway, tomorrow i think we get report cards, which totally blows cause i have a D and im grounded. i dont even feeling like specifying which class, why, or how much of a fuckin bitch my teacher is. i dont want to hear that "well you got what you deserved and blah blah blah" bullshit. if my fuckin dipshit of a teacher put just a little less work into making my life a living hell and a little more work into being not such a shitty teacher, maybe i could manage a fuckin better grade. so FUCKK OFFF! P.S. i'm gonna fuckin kill my spanish teacher! (Comment on this)
Monday, February 2nd, 2004
3:42 pm	pooo huh, today i was in a surprisingly good mood. no particular reason i suppose... just because i can be and its my fuckin god goven right, so back offf! hmmmm stuff to say------not really much happening here. travis says iv been acting werid lately. which is kinda funny, because iv been feelin werid... well just different recently. maybe its because i feel like i dont have much fun anymore. its like my life is a repeat of exactly what i did the day before and the day before that and the day before that and so on and so forth. thus, my life needs crazynesss, like a lil drama. im shannon god damnit! im crazy i need to be crazy! i dunno and i dunno what im suppose to tell him. well im gonna go hit the dreamworld because it seems like i just cant get enough of it...like always. take care peace- (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 1st, 2004
11:01 pm	i think im fallin for the missing link! ahhhhh!why can't i stop thinking about him for just one second!! its driving me CRAAZZZZYYYYY! he says he loves me... that hes in love with me. i believe him. i care so much for him and i love him. its weird... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
7:03 pm	fuckin kids when i see my cousin sara and sister arieal i have doubts about having kids. AHHHH sometimes i just want to kill the little shits. their retarded... fuckin retarded!!! yeah thats right little shits. dont get me wrong i dont hate them or love them .... their just there. i wish they werent but they are. oh yeah and they think im mean???? im mean???? whatever!!! and they think i dont love them and they say it hurts. well i dont!! ok???ok. and arieal wishes she could do that thing that one guy did ......................arieal thinks i shouldnt put that many dots and she thinks she can correct my my grammar. well here arieal.......................................................................................................and i done goed to the store!! and robin doesnt know sara. arieal thinks i write retared things on here. arieal spanks saras butty and she likes it, well they both like it. and they think im lying. and sara likes taking shits in bags. and sara walked off a cliff. hehe thats what i wish.muuhahahahahahaa arieal wont shut her big ugly face!oh yeah and just if you dont know arieal just realized we have the same mom. amazing!!! *waiting* arieal thinks a putz is a dog...riiight (Comment on this)
Monday, December 29th, 2003
2:19 am	what do i say? what do i say to a heart that calls for mine so badly? do i call back or stand waiting in darkness? and when the time comes for me to walk away can i do it without a tear, without fear? what do i say to a heart that loves mine so deeply? do i love also or sit waiting in my own shadows? and when the time comes to leave love behind can i do it without crying, without pining? but what do i say to a heart that knows not what to say to me? (Comment on this)
1:47 am	i hate fighting I know i don't know everything and i'm not Gods perfect angel, but all i want to do is help GOD DAMMIT! yeah yeah so so i know i'm picky when it comes to guys, but i know what i want. personally i wont settle for anything less than what i think i deserve. Okay... so i'm sorry for saying "Shut up" to you and not always being in the best of moods sometimes, but yeah everyone has their days. all i want is for you to understand me, and ask me the things that no one else cares to know. i guess all i'm really trying to say is that i want someone to fill that lil hole in my heart, to make me feel a sense of completeness in my life. (Comment on this)